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Book was planning to start "Perfect Victim" a true crime story given me by pc, but got sidetracked by sensational stor

Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here.
Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go.
Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you.
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2003-09-03 - 5:51 a.m.

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Overripe Peaches and Swimming in Onions

ZZZZ another day at nearly 6am... how does this happen???

Seems silly that I should end up playing on my website until 6am days in a row. And yes, I was making an onion webpage. This is not exactly "letting go" of pc, though perhaps it falls under the headline of "purging". I feel less angry at pc. Just sad and loving and hoping she will get some help instead of working too much, drinking and throwing herself at the mercy of egotistical dommes.

Wasted hours running around trying to find ascorbic acid to put with my peaches when i freeze them. They are getting overripe as I look around here there and everywhere... with people referring me in circles.

I did get some work done on my US contract today... but only a couple of hours. I saw Jezz at the coffeeshop and he looks very sick. Funny cuz he couldnt talk, but said I was "too interesting" and thus a temptation to talk to. I hope he's feeling a bit better soon so we can hang out a bit. No, I hope he's feeling a LOT better soon, for him.

Got to the gym finally, and it sure makes a difference on my shoulders. I look ok... I have been losing weight, not snacking, eating only my daily "croissant déjeuner" with allongé in the afternoon, and a small meal around 10pm.

Today R cancelled again to do a singing/piano practice. Oh dear. Life zips by as cancellations go on.

Also today, I called about motorcycle license and taking my exam again... I am relieved to hear that I have three years from last August, not the 18 months indicated on my learner's permit. I can apparently get that renewed and I am fine for awhile... I will be able to practice and redo the exam next spring. I am glad not to feel forced into doing it in the next month. I somehow feel profoundly uneasy about getting on a motorcycle now. Is it a warning premonition??

Dont know.

Well, not much to say. Doing ok... overwhelmed with creative urges... comics, website, photos, article ideas. I will write more another day.

Now time to brush my teeth and go to bed.

gnightsleeptite. Love, me.

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Goodbye Michael. May your next life be kinder to you. - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009
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