music:patty griffin... mmmm yummy. goes with hookah strawberry
reading:other people's diaries... depression is rampant!!
Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here.
Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go.
Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you.
- Pueblo Blessing
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Friday, Sept. 26, 2003 - 5:15 a.m.
WARNING!!!! if you know me personally, you may read my diary, but if you do, you take the chance of hearing things you don't want to know, misunderstanding what I've written and being hurt by it. If you are unsure if it is ok to read, save yourself and me the grief and heartache, and ask first!!! Please note that this is a DIARY, ie my subjective feelings, hearsay, suppositions, and outpourings of ranting of the moment. It does not represent objective news, the whole of what I think of a topic or someone, or even a thought-out representation of any of the above. Keep that in mind. Thanks. * Here is a Diary Etiquette Read Me.
New template color and Geekslut
aagh... 5:15 am and i am still sporadically working... transfering sketches onto watercolor paper by rubbing with my thumbnail. It fucks up my hand... thumb hurts, hand hurts. My thumb that i bent (skiers thumb the doctor called it) a year ago was feeling great just yesterday, when i was noting that i could probably start climbing again. And now it feels fucked up. Need a new transfer method for my work. Been saying that for 4 years now.
Anyways, just thot i'd put a little blurb... i stole a new template background color off of this guy (i assume it's a guy) Straysparrow I really found my old dark blue color with white writing hard to read... made me squint and i'm sure i'm not the only one. The new color is a color i love, sort of halfway between blue and purple. I found his site cuz i was looking at my stats... and someone looked me up through "diaries of people in Montreal"... who even knew there WAS such a category. Scary!!! There are lots of us!
So i'll take a gander later. This diaryland shit is really eating into my reading books/ yoga (haha! dream on) schedule. My therapist today said she was under the impression i was doing yoga regularly still... hahahahahahahahahah (manical haha!) WEll, i did it once in the last 3 months i think... funny cuz i did some in her waiting room today, body just too kinked up.
I'm going to have to make an effort to put more cool links and pretty pictures, as i have been sliding into morose rants the past two or three days. Less fun to look at. Hmmm, i'll see if i can find a cute picture to shove in here...
there ya go...kitty astrixes eyes. mmm nice.
Oh, just looked at another diary from Montreal...geekslut... where do these people get their names (maybe from their exes like me??)... read what he says about the homeless guy, first entry on this page... how he started to get back into self-destructive behaviour everytime he started to succeed at something... i know so many people like that. Maybe me?? i'll think about it. Anyways gotta get to bed or i'll be up at 1:30pm like today, and then the day is just WAY too short. goodnight. me.
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previous meanderings - future past
Goodbye Michael. May your next life be kinder to you. - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009
Taking Care of Your Cows - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009
Saint Joseph robs the cradle and eats spaghetti - Sunday, Jun. 14, 2009
sticky notes and broken irises - Friday, Jun. 12, 2009
The FOODCOMMANDER - Monday, Jun. 08, 2009
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