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Music today: Patty Griffin

Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here.
Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go.
Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you.
- Pueblo Blessing

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Monday, Nov. 17, 2003 - 1:59 a.m.

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You dont need to be insecure with me


finding little things where i didnt know they existed

opening pads of paper to see if i have a template for drawing a comic

and finding a letter to ob i wrote

i wrote "i miss you

please tell me what's happening.

you dont tell me whats happening."

i wrote "trying to keep busy

no, i am busy... trying to be busy

and not be thinking of you always

reading a book and mentally noting passages

to share with you"

and now I am crying again.

Stop Bed Wetting says the paper between

the bed and the window on the floor.

Beside the telephone books is

the arabic blessing with movement sensor.

I dont want to be crying.

Patty Griffin is singing "be careful how you bend me

be careful with me"

How can I feel so ok and happy in my life which is full

and still be so crying.

you said "you dont need to be insecure with me"

and i believed you.

To read a different entry from today go here. It's undoubtedly cheerier.

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