Music today: Patty Griffin
Monday, Nov. 17, 2003 - 1:59 a.m.
Cost of the War in Iraq
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You dont need to be insecure with me
finding little things where i didnt know they existed
opening pads of paper to see if i have a template for drawing a comic
and finding a letter to ob i wrote
i wrote "i miss you
please tell me what's happening.
you dont tell me whats happening."
i wrote "trying to keep busy
no, i am busy... trying to be busy
and not be thinking of you always
reading a book and mentally noting passages
to share with you"
and now I am crying again.
Stop Bed Wetting says the paper between
the bed and the window on the floor.
Beside the telephone books is
the arabic blessing with movement sensor.
I dont want to be crying.
Patty Griffin is singing "be careful how you bend me
be careful with me"
How can I feel so ok and happy in my life which is full
and still be so crying.
you said "you dont need to be insecure with me"
and i believed you.
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Goodbye Michael. May your next life be kinder to you. - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009
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