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Thursday, Aug. 26, 2004 - 4:22 a.m.

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Macho Sluts Massaging at Gay Boy Club

Ok, I have lots of juicy photos of the slug holes in the hosta in my backyard, but I'm gonna skip that for now.

I'm madly trying to get enough work done on my mathbook posters, cuz I just got home at 3am... we went out (girls night out) to the Black Eagle gay boys bar, with Mi*dori after her workshop tonight (I didn't go to the workshop... I was vacuuming, washing dishes, making barricades to my studio for when the little kid comes tomorrow afternoon... indeed I still have to clean up the bathroom and wash the floors... AGH I did this all LAST WEEK for the same kid... I wish housework lasted!)... I also had to go to Value Village to buy sexy clothes that could be ripped off me for the Bondage Ladies performance at the swingers bar tomorrow night.

Oh DAMN! I was supposed to call the dj tonight... and now it is TOOO late... he took pics at the performance we did last time Mid*ori was in town... and I called him this afternoon and he said "call me back at home tonight"... he promised back in Feb when he took the photos that he'd get copies of them to each of us. Yeah right. I don't really see why it is up to me to call, when he got free pics (they weren't really allowed... we said ok, only on the agreement that we get copies)... oh Damn. I was so rushing around vacuuming I forgot to call. Now it is 4am I guess it is toooooo late. shit and shit.

Anyhews... a fun night tonight. We hung out and chatted and then some left and some went into the back bar (dungeon) to play a bit. Mido*ri was rubbing her hand a bit since it was hurt so I offered to massage it a bit. Then while massaging, another lovely mean girl came up behind me, blindfolded me and started playing with my body while I kept massaging. It was very fun to attempt to stay massaging the same pressure despite being twisted around, bitten, strangled, pinched etc. hehe.

And then there was lots of action on a sweet little boi... flogger, some dick sucking (dildo) etc... And M*idori remarked how fun it is that we are doing such things... great lighting, dark corners, nasty girls doing nasty things, and getting a hand massage all at once, whereas all over women are reading Macho Sluts and fantasizing about this unattainable fantasy. hehe.

After the little dungeon scene we went out to a mom and pop gay resto... it is adorable with pigs everywhere, lace curtains, wooden chairs... and real quebecois food such as tourtière (meat pie), poutine (about 7 flavours) and sugar pie (tarte au sucre)... so we noshed out.

Had a great time. Now I'm rather tired, and a bad girl since I didn't get my comics page done, AND I couldve been home working on the math poster... but I figure I can work another hour, and i'll do two pages of comics tomorrow.

Busy busy week... little kid tomorrow (and maybe baby too), then performance. And I have to finish this math poster to send fedex Friday. Friday I have been asked to come early to massage M*idori's hand a bit before the flogging class, which I'm also going to. Saturday I am invited to a bbq, and going to another class, Sunday BBQ at hotsauce's and another class. Boy it will be so relaxing on Monday!

How am I gonna get my comics done! AAAGH!

Oh, and boy, I have to start working out with weights for upper body RIGHT AWAY! I have NO meat on my shoulders and back anymore... I used to like getting punched there, but now it is just bone. ouch. So, to the gym for the lat pulldowns, and the bench press. yup. Skinny scrawny me!

back to work!

Here is my horoscope for Wednesday, August 25:

At the moment, you're so diligent, meticulous and pragmatic that you're starting to fear for your sanity -- and your hard-earned reputation as a party animal. Not to worry. Work hard -- then play harder.

haha, for once it sort of makes sense!

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