Tuesday, Dec. 16, 2003 - 12:30 a.m.
Cost of the War in Iraq
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I am the Unicorn... Innocence Unleashed
You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.
"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
Her sign is the twilight sun.
As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
Ack! A Unicorn!! What it says isn't so far off... it is just we associate unicorns with flakiness, not curiousity, Eve or Pandora!
It is funny, since my therapist keeps telling me I'm an innocent. I think that is because I sort of approach the world with a wide open face, if that makes any sense. I get annoyed when she says that, since I feel very very far from innocent. But at the same time I am always boggled when people betray me, don't stand by me, let me down, and do stupid incomprehensible things.
It is also true that I feel like the woman police officer in Fargo... she has seen it all, and is totally unphased by bodies or earthworms, but still at the end just looks at the bad guy with a "I just cannot believe it" face, and goes "all those people, and for what? I just dont get it". Yup.
And I always feel like Charlie Brown... when Lucy says "ok, this time I REALLY won't jerk the ball away, TRUST ME!!" and I fuckin fall for it, and end up on my butt going "good grief" every fuckin time.
I'm in some ways like Carrie in the movie. How she doesnt fit in, and is distrustful when the guy, who after all is an ok guy, asks her to the prom. But she gets won over, and decides to go for it. Get all dressed up and gorgeous. And then she actually does believe, maybe her luck is changing when they get picked prom king and queen. Yup, that is totally me. "see, maybe the universe has said i've paid enough and something good, my better angels, are finally going to give me something nice"... and then it was all a set up.
I kind of identify with her too, in that, although she is an innocent in a way, she is a hurt, angry innocent with horrible powers to hurt people. And she does. Hurt her long enough or betray her bad enough and you will regret it. She will wreak havoc. And that is how I feel. I try to be understanding, and sympathetic and empathetic and forgiving and flexible. But in the end I fell taken advantage of, I can be mean, mean, mean. Shooting knives with my eyes. Yes, when she crucifies her mother in the doorway with knifes. That is excellent.
I have no idea why they remade that movie, except that the clothes were so 1970's bad. Hehe, they are practically in style again!... but Sissy Spacek was the perfect pale translucent faced Carrie. (Scroll down that link page to read interesting facts such as the "pig's blood" in the movie was colored karo syrup, but she was willing to use real blood on her...)
Innocence. Beware the innocent for they shall unleash the evil in the world. They know not what they do.
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"Look at the innocence in my eyes."Poor Ol' Charlie Brown.
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Goodbye Michael. May your next life be kinder to you. - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009
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