Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here.
Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go.
Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you.
- Pueblo Blessing
Thursday, Mar. 24, 2005 - 1:42 a.m.
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Bad Night
It's not good to hate yourself.
It is not good to beat up on yourself.
It is not good to have variable self-esteem.
It is not good to hit yourself.
Esp do not hit your head too hard if it is bald or you know you will make bruises and then people will wonder. That's good to know. Then you hit less hard.
It is better not to cry while doing watercolor drawings.
Do not cry loudly or the doggy gets worried.
Don't feel like a fake.
It'll be alright.
It is good not to have guns.
People might shoot themselves instead of hitting their head in quick moments of hatingness.
It's ok. We dont own a gun.
And hitting takes less effort.
Blow your nose or the client won't like snot on the drawings.
Listen to your own good advice.
But don't listen to the judging part.
Work hard.
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previous meanderings - future past
Goodbye Michael. May your next life be kinder to you. - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009
Taking Care of Your Cows - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009
Saint Joseph robs the cradle and eats spaghetti - Sunday, Jun. 14, 2009
sticky notes and broken irises - Friday, Jun. 12, 2009
The FOODCOMMANDER - Monday, Jun. 08, 2009
